SAD

when i look at this pic it bring back many many memories those memories that i hate and love.
really hope our relationship will back where suppose to be
hope this day will come
really hope
other thing i wan to say about is 2010 the culture performance has cancel because of the H1N1 when i heard this news it make me more and more sad my dream my hope are cush like glasses fall down the ground
now all that i have planned in 2010 cant be complete without a target i'm hopeless
if there a god out there plsss i beg u totaly cure this H1N1

Fren

19 year old of me
i feel like i didnt achieve anything in my life
feel lonely... cold
cant believe that a best fren so easily become ur enemy or a stranger
life is like so boring without friend

today i sleep at my college best fren house
i feel like i didnt change a bit always like to sleep other ppl house
wakakakaa i already used to it

chee weng a guy that help ppl but cant help himself ^^ very funny
i'm a boss in college ppl tread me like one
but i don think i'm
somehow that i really don know how to help them at all
i keep acting like i know everything and done everything in my life
but i have missed many thing and time
i'm a loser not a winner
wish i can go back to the time and change what i have done to my friend but i impossible to do this. Keep thinking like this doesnt benift at all just make things wose

just have to face it be strong my dear chee weng wilson how

Gathering

yeah today i having great time !!!
i very miss u guys!!!
This morning 10am going out to fetch chun kit, Jess and shin nee
when i reach chun kit's house i called him and he answer me i oversleep haven't take a shower yet. Oh No late again so i waited him for a half an hour then i set off to cheras again fetch other two person
when i reach Jess's house 11am i till need to wait her haiz why i go out with u all sure need to wait haha don let them see this
after i fetch Jess then i only know i need to fetch jun Nam i always forget him. when i reach his house i called him he answer me he reached TS wow good no need to fetch him
after that i go fetch shin nee. shin nee very good no need me to wait haha
12pm reach TS
gather all 6 person then go newway sing k
yeah very long time didn't sing k d very miss those days sing k wit u guys
but this time left 3 people kinda sad that didn't have u all sing k together
after finish sing k we go play blowing

first time play can win hahaha

finaly

i finally realized that a true friend stand beside me all along.
I'm so stupid why i did notice that ?
maybe i didn't tread him as a true friend first after all i know that once a problem had come to you a true friend then only appear in your life.
i will appreciate this friend WONG JUN NAM
but since he said we have didn't perception on BEST FRIEND
seriously i don't know how to be a best friend or a friend
that definition of friend isn't just play around and having fun together that call friend i don think so then what is a friend
i remember last time i got read a book that i learn what is friend all about but now i forget all about it
human haiz not is me i always forget things but why people saw me like got many friend ?
that all for today

first time go club

this is the first time i go club. I feel like i had grow up already haha
but i also feel i started to become another person
need to find back the real me

My true religious

After i come back to CK's church camp it bring me back to my early stage
when i'm young i used to go church and listen to bible that's why i go there i got a warm feeling
But i'm one of the SGM's member i dont feel like i'm anymore
whether i'm or not i must find out which religious is my religious
maybe is sound silly my SGM's friend think i wont leave but thing cant perdict after all. Time will come and things will change hope i will find my true religious